I have sat here and fought myself whether or not to post this. Sooo many people in my life have given me the “Shut up”, “Whatever”, “I’d do anything to look like you” when I’ve expressed my concerns and I’ve been fighting to get my doctor to understand that something is not right.
I am 170 pounds. I have been dieting like mad, counting calories, and no matter what, I’ve consistently gained weight. It’s disgusting to me. I have never weighed this, not even while pregnant. I have no explanation for this weight gain. I have been shrugged off and I am fed up.
I will be going back to my doctor again. My lab results keep showing up as “normal” but yet, I’m not 100% sure what labs we are actually running.
I’m mad. I’m frustrated. And I can not stand that once again, something is out of my control no matter what I do.