While some might think I’m insane and that it’s too early in a pregnancy to make such a “life-changing” decision.
After this pregnancy, I want to get my tubes tied. Yes, I’m only 24. At one time, I had thought about how awesome it would be to be a surrogate. Now, no way could I handle it.
I have heard too many “tough it out” or “It can’t be that bad” responses as I’m being told by doctors to come in. Do you think I enjoy all these doctor visits? Ha. What a joke.
People are just downright rude in this day and age. “OH, I didn’t have that in pregnancy so it must not really be happening.” attitudes. When I had to go to the maternity ward, one of the nurses said “If anyone wants to hassle you, they can talk to me, the one with your lab work that says you are really sick right now.”
Pregnancy is hard to begin with. Then add mono. twins to it to up the ante and risks. Yeah, trust me, a twin pregnancy is NOTHING like a singleton pregnancy.
I want my babies healthy and happy. But after this, I’m calling it quits. I don’t have the support to fight through another pregnancy. While I sit here writing this, I keep telling myself I don’t want to do it but sometimes you just feel blah.